This is a good way to describe myself. Normal on the outside, even in personality. (the normal human looking guy)
But on the inside, this mind full of thoughts and ideas and desires that most people would consider insane, even evil. But I’m able to cover it up.
However, it does make me uneasy at times. I don’t want to have to cover it up, but the world with the way it is doesn’t allow me to be my full energetic self.
Probably why I enjoy competitive gaming. That’s the one place I can let it out with no worries.